Il me manque

“愛得夠深刻和強烈的話，被愛的那方是一定會感受得到的。除非對方的愛不夠深，不然，自然會被愛感動。”

感激自己的第一步。
勇气是极需要的。

listen to Parachute ...
feel wana move along with this music...

讲中了心中话。

如果你真的爱一个人，
那个人便会在你最想忘记的时候出现在你的心里，
会在你最难过最失落的时候出现在你的心里，
可是你却想了又想却无法确定是否要告诉他你现在的感受，
你现在的苦恼，
因为你在乎她/他的感受，
在乎她/他的想法。



这句话讲中了我心中的感受。

Quoted by bro...

"it's very hard to find a 3-legged toad, but 2-legged men are all over the place, scared what?"

I need TIME to FEEL something.

hey hey~ Jingle bell Jingle Bell~ Christmas is around the corner^^

this week is my last school week!
next week is holiday jor!^^
i am so happy!
although we need to go for Continual Professional Development which organized by school, i always love learning, so this is a great gift for me^^

wuhuu~~~~~~

HOLIDAY!!!!

mean i no need to work!

i can sleep longer...go to shop!

it has been months i didt go for shopping! i jz realize that i didt buy cloth for month, didt buy shoe for month where 3 pairs of shoes nearly spoil ad.... hehe...wana get a new image again^^ yuhuu...go to shop wit my "WUM WUM " n jimuiss....haha

"WUM WUM" is my new car lar...car plate number....haha WUM....

so my jimuisss please ready to go to shop wit me n watch movie with me.....

congrate to my jimui who got a new relationship^^
good luck to my jimui that ride the roller coaster ^^

I am happy coz i attend WINNER TRAINING and find out the correct value that are able to use in our working life and also LIFE.

I feel my heart is become more clear and calm... no more that miserable... coz the environment of SAC is so happy n positive.. i learn sth .

start to know MORE on How do we mean by TEAMWORK.
What do we mean by SHARING.
What do we mean by 上慈下敬。
What do we mean by 感恩。
What do we mean by 先学会做人才做事。
What do we mean by 忠诚。
What do we mean by 无私。

有时，有些事真的是想太多，想死人的。包括感情。

在这学习过程中，我一直在把这些教育放在我处理感情的心态上。

我发现，原来我内心很恐惧。恐惧那后知后觉后所留下的遗憾。 这是过去的经验。但原来我还是会怕。原来无知觉的在急着学习是因为会害怕失去眼前的机会。但急着，也不能说你急着就可以的，因为这支舞是需要两个人一但跳的。
一旦有恐惧，就开始信心动摇。就开始觉得是否自己不够好。
友人告诉我，不要被过去的经验牵绊着我。

我在学习着。我可以的。我相信我可以的。

我告诉友人：i need time to feel something.
i really need time to FEEL.
i know that the right person will wait for me.

今天心情不错。

♥

她,


也许有更好的人疼爱.


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

我的家。我的床。我的家人。

我昨晚８点多和我的堂哥堂弟驾车回家。

嘻嘻。我好想念我的爸爸。他这几个星期都一个人在家因为我妈妈来ｋｌ一下。
我不懂他吃得怎样。。嘻嘻。

凌晨２点就到ｓｐ了！

我的断食７天已完毕，那么我要７天的补食咯。

今天第一天。第一天要吃薯泥。让肚子慢慢适应。

＊ｓｈｙ＊　我想分享好消息，我的体重下了２ｋｇ。呵呵。

我的精神真的比较好咯，当我睡醒时，我觉得没那么累咯。

昨晚，爸爸知道我回来，已买了两盒ｐｉｚｚａ　ｈｕｔ！！　
但但但，我不能吃～哈哈哈，真的是诱惑！只好把它送人咯！
而爸今早为我煮了薯泥。帮我搅薯泥。我一睡醒就肚子饿了，因为我可以吃一些东西了。

真幸福，无需自己去亲自做。呵呵！太棒咯！

我也鼓励爸爸和妈妈一起去排毒营咯．这排毒营内的活动，有一环节是可以增进夫妻，父女，母女，父子，母子，朋友的关系的。这会让每个人有心灵上有个很大的突破．　

一个人健康不叫健康，一群人健康才叫健康咯。

明天呢，下午会帮我的表姐庆祝生日，晚上会庆祝我的四伯四伯母２５周年，大家去酒楼吃。
我好期待！又可以大大小小团聚了！娃哈哈哈！　真的是太幸福啦我，前世修来的福，ｋａｋａｚ！　

Detox Camp 第一次的排毒营

hehe...

Last friday i went for a detox camp organized by Amway Sac. it is 3 days 2 night camp.

Y I SUDDENLY WILL GO FOR SUCH KIND OF CAMP??!!

since i start working, i start to feel i neglect my health till i start to feel the signal that given out by my body. I can eat MAGGIE MEE for everyday... I can sometime just eat the bread....

Y i do so?

Mayb i feel it is so troublesome to go out to buy or cook at home! coz if i wana cook, i need to buy lots of things to cooks! At the same time, is due to my mood. i feel i m not so happy for my work or stress, then i wont eat well... or i don hav time to eat...


I have heard of this detox camp for some time, last time didt join coz i feel very expansive.
But after i consume the NUTRITION BREAKFAST everyday due to i wana consume enough nutrient every morning before i went for my work so that i wont feel fatigue easily. WORKING NEED ENERGY!

Y NUTRITION BREAKFAST??!

coz it is just a simple 250ml liquid which is easy to be consume and prepared!
so every morning i will jz prepare the powder and jz drink it then i will go to work jor! so easy n safe~ somemore adequate nutrients! hehe^^

then i start to learn more about HEALTH.

then i decide to join this detox camp!

this camp is meant for detox our body, soul and mind.

I m very excited n anticipating, really. coz it is a place for me to really feel relax. it was held in BUKIT TINGGI. when i reach my resort, i saw mountain, cloud, breeze air, n nice brunch of ppl. i m so happy...

the first day, we learn what is 断食。为何要断食？

These 3 days we didt eat any carbonydrate include rice n mee....

we just drink fruit n vege juice^^ + vitamins.

Y? HOW CAN WE SURVIVE??!

can of coz can ! we learn the benefits of 断食, learn the proper knowledge that can keep us healthy.

While we drink the juice without the input of carbohydrate , the juice is actually helping us to clean our internal organ, whole body. so we will pass out the toxic that have kept long in our body for many yearsss.

I have gain knowledge n new friends from this camp. Many ppl are so humble till u dono their exact background.

i have seen how the leader talk, behave, think and manage the stuff.

由谁想要减肥？更健康？恢复你的健康？更年轻？

排毒真的可以做到，因为我亲眼看到了见证。

那么呢，今天我放假咯！因为deepavali!我要回家咯！嘻嘻！祝你们也开开心心咯！

Ohya, hehe, the third day in the camp, my waist has decreased 0.5cm... wahaha... now i m still doing 断食，ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｃ　ｈｏｗ　ｔｈｅ　ｒｅｓｕｌｔ　ｌａｔｅｒ．　

Eat. Pray. Love

Liz Gilbert (Roberts) had everything a modern woman is supposed to dream of having - a husband, a house, a successful career - yet like so many others, she found herself lost, confused, and searching for what she really wanted in life.

Newly divorced and at a crossroads, Gilbert steps out of her comfort zone, risking everything to change her life, embarking on a journey around the world that becomes a quest for self-discovery.

In her travels, she discovers the true pleasure of nourishment by eating in Italy; the power of prayer in India, and, finally and unexpectedly, the inner peace and balance of true love in Bali.

Oh come on, how come i wont love this type of movie??! oh my~ i am anticipating for it!!!

Oh ya, i start to fall in love with A&W ice cream waffles ! jeez! it is so nice^^

^^

Venice ! love EUROPE

Today mui yee jz come bac from UK. Me, alvin, zz n muiyee meet up at BRJ~

Ah~~~ how nice is the souvenir that given by muiyee!

Venice keychain and Scottish Bakers Shortbread Fingers!

I love the keychain so much!

We chat n chat n chat~ very happy!

Love u all from the bottom of my heart.

WARM

Feel that i wana go to EUROPE so much!!!!!!

^_____^

有感而发

啊~

爱，真的好玄，玄到无法被方程式给定义，体验是最好的方法，我认为。

拼命的去给定义，是很累的。

就让它顺其自然吧.

也许幸福就在下一个转角叻！

Sometime when you least expect it...

LOVE HAPPEN

Wedding Registration Ceremony in my school ^^

Happy Wedding to my HOD Vincent^^ he is the son of our chairman ...

they are helding their wedding registration ceremony in our school~

His students are bz preparing the room and decoration.

There are 2 songs dedicated to Vincent by his students as well^^ so sweet

this is so cool!

Two stranger that meet together and become lover^^

My Diary ^^

My Bday present from Eng CC n Ang JS!

I have finished this diary my dear fren~~~ i love it coz it keeps another part of my memory~ hemm... i will keep it nicely geh~

now i m so grateful that my fren CHRIS give me her own product- she handmade the diary, she tooks the photograph in the singapore which is the cover page.... I am so touching to receive this diary as this is handmade by her own. THANKS a lot!

Feelings

I have attended a wonderful workshop for two days! Thx to Mr Alain ! I have gain a deeper understanding about inquiry based learning~



Today I feel that i have conducted my class not so good for year 6C coz i feel i may need to change my way of teaching to this students. Some of the students don even can answer my simple question, i think she may feel scared of giving her answer. NVM, i will try it again to approach her^^ But the boys are good. The girls are a bit slow. hemm..... mayb i need to use different way like talk in slow and simple way. this class cannot go too fast. Year 6B is a good class for me, all of them can go very smoothly. I feel so happy and satisfied after step out from this class^^ thx to myself n my effort in creating the activity for them. i feel so glad that they say they do learn better through my activity.*phew* next period i will show them some video about activity, i hope that will attract their interest and enhance their understanding toward science^^ it is a good video anyway^^ i feel anticipated n excited about teaching this class! that is a good start, i tell myself.

I met one korean student in canteen, he is now in year 10.

He ask me: teacher, will u teach us biology?
i say: no, why?
he say: ooo.... why everytime after u taught us a while, then need to change teacher? like last time math...
i say: ...... *有种被惦记的感觉*

Met another year 9 student Lucas.

He say: WHY U STILL HAVENT ADD ME IN FACEBOOK?! *frustrated cz he ad mention to me since last term*
Me: errr......... i will i will... give me sometime...... hahaha.........

haiyo, i feel not so good to add my students in facebook, facebook is my private spaceee.........

Go in Year 5 class.

She say: hi miss ow yang!
I say: Hi!

A girl approach me and seems like hug me and smell on my shirt *sound weird*lol, while i am talking to other teacher.

She say: teacher, u smell good~

I say: *A BIG SMILE to her*

At Playground.

A Year 1 girl student Hana suddenly come to me n hug me~ then her friend Charlie pull her out...
children are always children~ so pure n simple^^

All this small small actions really make my day^^ thx to all my sweet students!
this is really a memorable memory for me~ this give me strength to move forward as well^^

Tomorrow is another day for me.
after that i will go back SP for holiday! yahoo! i wana meet my family n my cousinsss.... i miss them so much!

我的爱情预言^^

I chat with my old best friend jimui in msn.........
i m so touch of her words........
old friend is irreplaceable~
coz she accompany me throughout my childhood, she saw my up and down, she know wat is happening to me, she accompany me when i break up............
This is so VALUABLE^^
she predict my LOVE^^
so sweeeeet ^^
thx darling ^^


vinnie- I will bring praise says:
那我现在就预言你的未来情路
某天可爱矜贵的阿俐会遇见一位成熟又懂得爱她的男人
然后他们就会过着幸福快乐的日子啦
其实这世上没有童话故事

我寂寞寂寞就好

HEBE NEW SONG^^

我寂寞寂寞就好

還是原來那個我 不過撂掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會換這張臉應對笑容
不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯 早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了傷到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉

我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼 什麼都沒有
早點看破 才看的見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了傷到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

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就对这首歌很有感觉。
我要自由。
我要开心。
我要幸福。
我要安全。

你找到跟你一样的人了吗？这句话是在一个mv里看见的，难道我们都一定要找一个跟我们一样的人吗？to a certain extent, 是要一样的。

我很想听很多很多人的爱情故事，我觉得每个都很特别的遭遇^^
跟丽雯出去，她分享了很多，40/50+ 人的经验，有很多都搞外遇，even他们的老婆都懂的，就因为你老婆老了，你就可以去寻新欢吗？我很不赞同！侮辱了爱情！

有些girl呢，很聪明的，但却比较向往物质的享受。她竟然跟别人的儿子还跟他爸都有一脚！！天啊！你是真得那么爱钱吗？我当然不同意她的行为啦！我认同你对物质的渴望，但我不认同你的行为！醒吧你！

丽雯说：你很pure,havent polluted.

我说：是我选择这么做的。我有得选的，我之前身边朋友的爱情观，我也很不认同的，他们还是我的好朋友叻，难道我也要像他们一样吗？所以，不是我没看见有酱的人，而是我选择不像他们。我不喜欢把我的生活搞到酱复杂。我也相信，如果你是乱的人，你一定会找到乱的人；for those who hav the same mentality will gather togehter naturally~

爱情，缘分，真得无法问为什么。。 也无法解释的，真的。也许this is part of universe?

You are You

I have attended 2 days workshop n i learn a lot of skill and activities that can be used in the class^^

meaningful session:

The Important Things

The important things about you is
that you are you,
it is true that you were a baby,
and you grew,
and now you are a child,
and you will grow,
into a man,
or into a woman
But the important things about
you is that
YOU ARE YOU.

we cannot copy anyone, coz you r you.

-just wana share-

成年.了 ?

外面的世界。。。

做工的生涯了。。

我现在在hometown，因为有一星期的假期。我回家了，真的回家了，觉得这才是我的家，我不变的爸妈妹伯。。 他们不会骗我，只会永远为我好。

现在，我心里有个画面：我虽然身在sp，但我必须回到kl去工作，我感觉到我的肩膀凉凉的，仿佛是我一个人上战场，去面对生活的困境，去组织以后的生活，这都是一个人的决定和选择了。

开始觉得自己慢慢成为成人了。成人该承担的事-事业，爱情，marriage, 家庭。

真的是不能再时时靠父母了，也觉得他们很伟大，可以安安稳稳的支持一个家。但我想，当我们到了那年级，我们自然也拥有这些能力了。能力是日月累积的。

我也慢慢悟了，也许我得重新找过我的生活活动了，生活的价值，工作的价值观。曾经交过的朋友们，有些可以在继续连络，有些越来越少联络，真的是无常啊。我也不必太执著，因为世上改变是不变的。我珍惜过了当下，这就是永恒了。在前面，我还会遇到许许多多的朋友以及老师们，不断的学习，不断的成长。我还很年轻！

当然，寂寞和孤独感也特别深。我听得很清楚。有些位置是非情人莫属的。 这感觉的好处是，它让我更懂得在未来如何去把握和珍惜和爱人在一起的时间，如何去陪伴一个人，原来是这么一回事。^^

只需一撇一捺，互相扶持，才能成为人字。
别太倔强的说：我很强，我自己可以做到！
有时要懂得借力，借身边朋友的力，去办事。同样的，当你脆弱时，你是需要身边有个人去聆听你的脆弱。这无损你的价值。

慢慢的计划吧！

朋友们，我也要和你们保持连咯，你们也多多留言吧！

无奈的过渡期。

难道这是过渡期？

我真得无法适应叻，发生了什么事？

我真的不开心，少了笑容。

因为，我少了可以哈哈大笑的朋友！他们都不在我身边了。真的，寂寞孤独侵蚀了我。虽然说爱自己，但人还是需要人的。我也不列外。我是极度需要朋友的人。也许，每个人都是酱。

和姐妹LWK谈了，他也是跟我一样。我们都很想念过去。

原来，适应，需要一些时间， 原来，过程，需要去体验。

我现在是会很想念过去的时光，一起吃晚餐，一起废，一起分享，一起打闹！

大脑告诉我：你忘了吗，世上没有一件事是永恒的。都会经过改变。

内心说：我不想要听这些啦。。 我只希望你聆听我的声音，了解我，那么我就感觉被爱了。

我也没有什么能量去给朋友，去帮他们。我也需要。

难道在职场上真的那么难寻好友吗？真的有像别人所说的那么负面吗？我不懂。

IP MAN 2

今天很开心，很期待那放工过后去看戏的感觉。我和CHRIS两人浩浩荡荡去了WANGSA WALK 的戏院。我们第一次去这戏院，那戏院真的还不赖！

这部戏真得很棒，他启发了我的兴趣去看一看中国艺术的内涵和修养。这是我最深的感触。也真的从心敬佩维护中国文化的精神和毅力。也许我最近在工作上也面对了很多不一样的遭遇，所以对这部戏特别有感觉，看着叶问的忠直和支持公道的毅力与坚持，这是很不容易的。真的不是每个人懂得公平和尊重别人，EVEN YOUR BOSS。

“人的地位，可以有高低之分；但，人格是没有贵贱之分。”

THUMBS UP !

Finally i pick it up ........

"The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People" I have seen this book in the market for many times when i went to bookstores, but i still didt pick it up n read... aha, today i jz pick it up in the library n read it from the front page onwards, it attracts my attention and desire to read it all, but so sad, we only can borrow book next week.. it talks about "perception".... n i need it now to filter my thinking n mood! it comes to the right time! that's y i always follow my heart when i search for book to read...... it is same like u follow ur heart to choose which flavor of ice-cream u want^^ that's amazing!

then i saw this cute girl! oh my! she is just too cute!!! she always smile!

besides her, there are lots of small kids in the library r picking up the book n read, some r just chit-chat wit their fren, some r just running here n there then at last they will be scolded by librarian, haha! their action are just so cute n amazing for me.... i feel happy n relax when watching them...

Sport Day ^^

hey hey, today is our school sport day!

all of us wake up n depart on 630am by bus to stadium.

there are four houses which are Naptune, Venus, Mars and Jupiter!
since i m new teacher, so currently i m HOUSELESS! haha! so i jz be the broucher lady! haha i giv broucher to parents n vip....

After the giving prize ceremony, me, Chris, Ms Aai and Mr. Sandip are going to have our lunch at 咖啡馆！we have a nice talk and sharing there!

so i m happy today! haha! hav a blast day!

Outing

saturday nite, we r going to celebrate pakcik a.k.a kian giap bday secreatly @ TGI FRIDAY, the Curve.

I m anticipating it as i m able to meet my dear frenss n chit chat!