盔甲好累。

你的突然再出现，让我原本的真心穿上了几件保护盔甲，它们是怀疑和没安全感。我已放下这下盔甲很久了，我一向来都非常自如的和任何人相处，但唯独你，让我必须再三思你的用意，目的和心机。我好讨厌酱的自己，因为我的心好累，好累。我不喜欢酱的模式。 也许你不成熟的处理感情（？），我也明白两方也一定已受伤。 也许真得有些感情是无法很清楚地被解释，也许我不需执著真相。 好烦。你可以酱忍心的不回复任何回应，这是否已是一种前兆显示出你的个性。。。 我应该庆幸我们没开始过。不然我会更辛苦，对吧？

憑空消失的愛情

為何突然一切都變了，說真的，除了那男人，別人永遠都不會知道是什麼原因。 我心里只有一句话：BULLSHIT! all are bullshit. 這些男人真脆弱。有種去談戀愛，卻沒有能力維持、沒有智慧好好處理結尾。不是說感情一定要有始有終，沒有人能為感情作擔保。感情有時說來就來、說走就走，很講感覺的。但是不是至少能用成熟的態度去面對、處理感情衍生的問題呢？管他是22歲還是36歲，年紀沒有讓他們更成熟，反而增添了自以為是。戀情初期自以為是的浪漫，絕情分手時自以為是的負責。 能說他們有錯嗎？或許他們真是哪天突然有根筋不對了，就是突然不愛妳了。然後更糟的是，他們心想既然不愛妳了，也不要耽誤你、斷就斷的乾淨，從此消失在妳的世界─自以為是的負責。 碰到這種人，只能算妳倒楣。這種人通常會自己來招惹妳，讓妳愛上他。後來對妳膩了，又撇的一乾二淨彷彿一切是你自作多情。不過換個角度想，被這種人甩掉，也算妳好運。因為當妳遇上了一個情感一文不值的人，為何要拿妳份量十足的真心換他的虛情假意？現在分手總比以後陷得更深好些。 如果妳也正在經歷類似的劇情，聽我一句。千萬不要抱著他的大腿哭天喊地，因為他都已經不愛妳了，妳再不自愛，他只會更唾棄你而已。妳知道嗎？這時候的妳，做什麼都令他心煩，做什麼都多餘。好好的作回妳自己吧。不要沈浸在和他的回憶裡，想遠一點，想過去吧。五年前、十年前，你們互不相識、相安無事，妳不也活的好好的。 tell myself : 只要相信幸福，有天一定會得到幸福。 絕對不要因為失敗的感情否定你自己，永遠要提醒自己看見自己的美好。相信自己能夠獲得幸福，在找尋、等待的途中，試著讓自己變得更好。有一天，那曾經錯過你、放棄你、拋下妳的他會知道自己錯過了多麼寶貴的一顆真心。而那時候的妳，應該已經找到了屬於妳的幸福。

我懂了

你的笑容 還有你問候 都讓我心動 你喜歡過 你沉溺過 你殘忍過 這一刻我都懂 就像彩虹短暫逗留 你快樂吧 你找到你的出口 你真的自由

鼓舞的话是最好的武器。

小溪為什麼能抵達大海，
就是因為小溪在遇到障礙時，懂得轉彎，懂得繞道而行，
當一時繞不過去時，它懂得靜下心來，慢慢地積蓄力量，慢慢地提升自己，
最終去超越障礙，繼續前行，直至抵達遙遠的大海。

- 李嘉诚 -

对，当我面对太多措手不及的事时，我会不耐烦。
而这句话，足够让我向前走。
成功人士的思维实在不一样。

那些年，我们一起追的女孩。

当知这部戏上映后，我非常兴奋，我很想要看，很想回味一下，很想欣赏有意思的电影。

跟谁看也是一个考虑范围内的问题。

这么内心动人的戏，我希望可以和一些很要好的朋友一起看，一些了解我的朋友一起看，因为我是用最真的秀俐来看一看这部回味过去的戏，所以我希望可以和一班相处舒服的朋友一起看，一起分享内回忆。

终于，我和丽婷顺利邀约成功！好开心！好兴奋！

我们赶着去one utama, car park 也full....

一见面，买食物,边谈天边等待。。。。

观后感：

它让我想起了我中学时代，忽然间，内在的声音说：谢谢曾经在读书时代在一起过的男孩，谢谢他们给了我回忆，我感觉没遗憾。也觉得上天对我很好，让我有机会和我最喜欢的男孩在一起过，我觉得上天真地对我很好，让我没有遗憾。

我感谢自己永远都是这么让自己不遗憾，感谢自己这么为自己的需求着想，感谢自己努力的活得更好。

11 11 11 快乐！

晚安！

ngor hai IPOH yan ark!

yesterday me and my colleagues went to Ipoh day trip! it was an exciting trip because i have never been there and it is my first long journey drive!

Ms Leong guide us when we reach Ipoh.

We enjoy the Ipoh Ho Fun, Ipoh Oldtown White Coffee, Tau Fu Fa, Ipoh Tauge Chicken, Ipoh Salted Chicken and Lost World of Tambun.

There is an important cutie in my car who is Emma!! oh this is a sweety.. i love her so much.. she behaves very well throughout the trip. We all love her so much and we take turn to babysit her :)

This journey, i can feel that most of the friends become more opened when they are out of the school especially Ms Leong who is not always smile in the school. But she is so friendly when she guide us in Ipoh.

I love being trusted because they trust me that i am able to bring them home safely. they enjoy my driving. I m so happy when i see SueMae is spending her quality time with Emma , playing in my car while i m driving. This is so warmth. We have a lot of laughter in the car. for me, I rather drive slow and safe rather than fast. i do not care what the other say to me, "y u so slow geh?" or u will frustrated when i cnt follow ur pace, because i have the responsibility to take care of my passengers. :)

haha :)

today i feel my arm is so painful as i used too much stress to hold the steering ?!

i just wana rest today :)

next friday , i will drive bac to SP to attend my cousin sister's wedding :) Congratulation Jia Ling.

Holiday is coming soon. December!

Malaysia, truly Asia.

Snoooopy

Exciting Journey wit u all !

first time for me to drive from SP to penang! hahaha hou sai lei loooo! haahaha...XD

HONG KONG again ! ^^

HONG KONG I M COMING SOON!

I m invited by the school to HONG KONG from 7th Aug till 10 Aug .

This is due to our school have successfully get authorization as an IB WORLD SCHOOL ! As a rewards from the school, school has selected few teachers go for this trip.

n

I m so happy that I AM SELECTED ! thx to my coordinator n principal much! :)

This time i want to shop shop, travel travel, snap snap, feel feel , experience experience :)

I miss my best friends .

今天跟表姐谈了很多内心的不爽，说了我为何不爽这些人。。。。

舒服了很多，因为提醒了我，我是谁，我其实本来是个谁。原来我爱帮人打抱不平，我看不过眼不尊重别人的人。

我好想念我的好朋友，我的好姐妹，我的知心朋友，

我们同样的频率，同样的语言，类似的性格，互相包容，互相珍惜。

女生就是酱可爱，合得来时，就会互相依赖，互相保护，互相爱护，互相小撒娇 （？！） 哈哈。。

这就是只有好朋友才会拥有的INTIMACY.

i love my best friends !

*u noe who u r ok* LOL

负面< 正面

再多的负面，也有正面!

觉得我们必须更坚持那正面，因为这也是一种方式去生存。

世上无完美。

这时就得看我们的选择，你甘心就这样过一生吗？甘心让那些负面来偷走你的梦想吗？

我不甘心。我愿意投资“相信” ， 因为无需本钱，我不会亏损。

我要尝试。

加油！！

找回了，也许还更多。

实在是太棒了，实在是太有福气了。

我在SAC找回了我的积极，我的心情，我的梦想，我的钱途，和一个更完善的我。

我终于找到了一个管道，可以帮助更多的人，可以影响更多的人！

外行人看热闹，内行人看门道。

这环境，真的不错！

没有随随便便的成功

才发现自己原来是一个多么硬的人，多么固执的人。

怀疑是正当，求证更重要！

求证后，就得行动，去证明给自己看，顺便做给别人看。

被泼冷水，不是滋味~

感谢你们的冷水，让我更清楚我的方向！

Shi Wern Finally come to KL!

Today, my jimui LIM SHI WERN will come to KL!! I am so excited to meet her n anticipating for our gathering ! because we plan to shop, eat and watch movie today!

This morning, i go to Sri Petaling LRT to fetch her to puchong.

Then we will go to Pavillion to shop eat watch movie.

Me, Meiling, Shi Wern, Ning, Sook Yen, ZZoe and Hui Ping are meeting each other at food republic. we chit chat and laugh and share a lotsss..... i really enjoy that moment. it has been so long i didt have this kind of feeling, i really feel relax in my mental state... i can chat with my frens joyfully.... mayb this is because i have one week holiday and i do not have any school work to do during this holiday, so i feel extraordinary relax! haha! i really can enjoy my holiday! yuhuu!

We chit chat till 6pm, then we all dismiss as zzoe and huiping need to go back home ad. SW ML SY and me are going to watch PIRATE THE CARRABIAN at 630pm!

We watch till 9pm. Then we have our yamcha session. We search all the way from Pavillion till Lot 10... Finally we yamcha at Pavillion Italian Dining Restaurant.

We chat till 12am....

Muacks！

Happy Teacher's Day!

Last Monday, when i step in my staff room, i saw 3 colourful cards on my table... that are from my year 3 students ^^ owww, how sweet it is!!

then i received other gift from students today too :)

appreciate :)

i like it so much!

第二次的排毒营 ^^

老师说：世界上最恐怖的人，是能力比我们强，比我们有钱和有权的人却比我们更谦卑的人。　

在星期五，我去了排毒营。我费藏期待这一天，因为我知道我又可以瘦了，更健康，更轻松，更开心了。　可以抛开公事，来到着，就好像充电一样，一个积极的环境，温馨的环境。

我非常开心，因为我得知我与永春大哥以一班很棒的领导人同屋。

永春大哥是ｐｕｂｌｉｃ　ｌｉｓｔｅｄ　ＴＨＥ　ＳＴＯＲＥ　ｃｏｍｐａｎｙ　的Ｆｉｎａｎｃｅ　Ｍａｎａｇｅｒ，　手下管理６，７千员工。　我知道这位领导人是非常的棒，他这么有能力，却这么谦卑的放下身份来融入这环境。我们都谈了很多，我看到了他那包容心，不埋怨的领导我们，虽然人是会犯错。换着是我的老板，她早就大发雷霆，乱骂人了。我可以看到一个ｅｆｆｉｃｉｅｎｔ　ｌｅａｄｅｒ　ｎ　ｓｙｓｔｅｍａｔｉｃ　ｓｙｓｔｅｍ　．　他教会了我很多做人的道理，他非常相信　人欠我，天还我。以他在社会丰富的经验，他非常相信因果。　我们依然要对人好一点，包容多一点，耐心多一点。跟我同屋的有，ＴＨＥ　ＳＴＯＲＥ　ＣＯＭＰＡＮＹ　的ＤＩＲＥＣＴＯＲ。。。　天啊，他是个看起来很平凡的一个人，不嚣张。我觉得我太有福报了，能和这么重量级的认同屋。我都很珍惜这三天跟他们相处的时光，就犹如第一次也是最后一次的学习和珍惜，也许我下次没有这机会了。。。　不执著。

以情感人
以理服人

我在这营里，我扮演带动唱的组员，我非常喜欢。我们一班嘻嘻哈哈。。　

这里有太多卧虎藏龙了。太多看起来普普通通的人，但他却是他确是大公司的大老板，一个看起来那么亲切的女人，她却拥有百万身家的老板娘。她的能力比我们强，却那么谦卑的融入环境学习，也许那个ｓｐｅａｋｅｒ的身家不比她多，但她却那么谦卑的坐下，那笔作笔记，的学习。

可以看到，学到很多很多，这环境不是在工作岗位可以找到的，绝对不可能。

这环境，不但学会赚钱，也学会健康，美容，和做人。

珍惜才会拥有，感恩才会天长地久。

我看到了。

＊我做三天的排毒，我瘦了１ｋｇ，这是还在ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｄｅｔｏｘ　ｐｒｏｃｅｓｓ的哦，还没ｃｏｍｐｌｅｔｅ，在等多三天，就完毕了。明天就是补食了，我可以吃硬体的食物了。三天后就恢复正常。　有人已瘦了４ｋｇ．．．．高血压的也没服用药物，也可以没问题。太棒了。。。有人手在早上麻痹的，却可以不麻痹了。。。。　这排毒营帮到了很多人。＊

4 ladies rock the Opera House !

yesterday nite, Friday is the last day for us to be in school, so we decide to have a hangout! we decide to go clubbing! after we ajak for so many ppl, only 4 ppl can go XD

hahaha

4 Ladies : Elaine
Win
Vern Gine
ME!

I drive alone at nite to sunway, so scary.........

so i wait Win in the car park... hehe...

then we all arrive.... we went to choose which club we wana go in...After searching for so long, we decided Opera! haha! others club is so crowded!

when we go in Opera, it is also very crowded! we cannot even find a table for 4 of us! then we just stand in front of the fan...wakakakaz.... after that, Vern JIn is able to find it, yuhuu!

then we have fun and dance together with the music....

the Bouncer of my fren is very kacau.... he got THEME gah! at first, he wear a shirt, after sometime, he suddenly change to T SHIRT! LOL!

Elaine : that guy suddenly change shirt ad, he got theme gah!
Me: LOL!!! THEME!! laugh die me!

4 of us only ladies, so we always protect each others... at the same time , we dance like nobody look at us...especially WIN!! hahahaha.... her lady gaga dance is so amusing! aiyo......... win is really enjoy the music n dance...her stamina is really geng ar... dance from start till the end...haha..me n elaine ad tired...

I lagi funny, dance till my waist hurt! then i terpaksa sit down...LOL ! old liao.... Elaine laugh at me :ms ow yang 没用！hahahaha!

then got one unknown lady come to me n say can she kiss on my cheek? i was like :WHAT?! then she seems like kena truth n dare lar..kena punishment...so i oso dono wat she wan, she is oso very embarassing then she walk off to discuss with her guy friend.... ==''''' SWT!of coz she didt kiss me lar....

next time must invite guy friends! to avoid this kind of things.....

we have fun, really... i can c they r releasing their stress via dancing...haha... i feel safe oso...thx for the caring of my dear girl fren, they all know i m worry alone in the dark, they r thinking the best way to meet me up, eventhough she (WIN) is late, she also text me n let me noe they r caught in the jam, ask me don scared, they r coming...... :) i feel safe :)

Different clubbing experience :)

then we go back around 230am.... i reach home around 3am... then later 11 am, i will go bac sp... hahaha wat a full pack activity ya! hahaha

Since today is the first day of PUDURAYA...
while i m waiting for the bus in the plateform, i kena interviewd by 南洋商报 and Bernama TV.... LOL .....

so c whether my name got appeared in the news or not lar....hahahaha

You Are Lovable!

You Are Lovable!









By Louise L. Hay

When we love ourselves, we can love others.

In days of old, love was thought of as something outside ourselves, something that others could give or withhold from us. It was often limited to something that we shared with one other person, who then had power and control over us. When we heard the phrase Love thy neighbor, we often forgot the rest of it: Love thy neighbor as thyself. Now, we’re learning that love begins with ourselves. In fact, until we love ourselves, we can’t truly love others.

Love in this era is different from what it was in the past. Today, we learn that everything in our outer world is a mirror of what goes on in our minds. If we want to find love and acceptance, then that’s what we must first give to ourselves. Most of us have long lists of reasons why we believe that we’re not lovable. This list usually stems from things that our families or teachers have said to us, and when we hear them over and over again, we often start to believe them. Or perhaps our list relates to ideas that we learn from our early religious upbringing, or from popular concepts or stereotypes. Whenever we decide to accept these opinions as truth, we give up our power and live a life of fear and limitation.

If we choose to recognize that other people’s opinions have nothing to do with the reality of our being, then we can begin to accept responsibility for our situation. As we do so, we take our power back and start to reshape our world through this process of self-love. Love is the most important healing power there is. When we love ourselves, we begin the process of becoming one with the Universal Power.

Remember, loving ourselves has nothing to do with vanity or arrogance—these emotions are only expressions of fear. When we love ourselves, we cherish and appreciate the wondrous beings that we are. Loving ourselves creates a life of joy and fulfillment.

It’s hard for other people to love you when you don’t love yourself. Even if someone else does love you, you’re most likely to discount it by wondering, How could they love me? What do they see in me? When you don’t love yourself, it’s hard to believe that you deserve good things in life. Therefore, you miss out on the abundance that’s available to you.

If you find it difficult or scary to accept love and to let love into your life, it’s only because you haven’t been willing to love you. Open your heart to yourself and it will become easier to let others love you. Stand up now, open your arms wide, and say out loud, “I’m willing to let the love flow!”

You might say, “I do love myself,” and that may be true. But how much more could you love yourself? Look around in your life and see where you’re lacking love. Look at your relationships, your work, your finances, your health, and your ability to express yourself creatively in ways that are fulfilling to you. If any of these areas are lacking, then you need to love yourself more.

Here’s my Valentine to you: Stop criticizing yourself—now and forevermore. Love and accept yourself as you are right now. When you do, you’ll blossom in ways that you can’t even imagine. Love will heal you, I promise. Your love for yourself will work miracles in your life.

Simply a Picture -SunShine-

- Driving -

- SunShine -

This weekend my family members are going to do 清明。

I drive from wangsa maju to puchong....

too jam...so i take a pic first hehe ^^

now i m at puchong ad...

feel very good n relax :)

next week is the last week for student and then they are going to hav exam ...

after exam, we are going to hav holiday !

yeahuu!

i am anticipating for the Singapore Trip !

i hope to go 散散心, relax, upgrade and enrich myself .

i hope i can bring something different and special from Singapore, neither is 心境 or thinking. ^^

yuhuu...

我一个人走走停停看看.

Gucci Burberry

Haha!

Yesterday nite i acc my gf go to Pavilion to buy Valentine present for her bf...

We went in GUCCI shop.





She wanted to buy a card holder for her bf.

omg.... i feel i started to fall in love in these G brand, B brand! hahahaha.....

How luxury is their life ya~ where they get their money actually??!!

But she cnt find the suitable present..so we went in Burberry.

Ahh.. I like Burberry more... hehe coz the design is so nice n elegant.

So she found the present in Burberry. Happy for her lar...so sweeet :)






aaa...

I suddenly feel i wan to go for a trip!

it has been a long time i didt go out to play ad lar...

i want to travel! travel! travel! wit my lovely frens!

but now seems like not everyone can make it together ad coz everyone are bz for their working life n it is kinda hard to find out the common time ....

nvm!

新年。希望。心想事成！

Gong Xi Gong Xi!

I ad stated to work though it is chu 4!

aiyo...not enuf lar my holiday!

This year, i spend my whole time with my family members...

We went to watch 天天好天! so excited coz 24 of OwYangss watch together in the cinema! omg.... hehehe... goood! appreciate this moment so much! we ad 5 rows of the seat....

Spend time with cousinss...chit chat... feel all of us ad grow up... :)

Then i feel we are more appreciate 亲情 compared to last time...

生活的互动有时加点新点子会制造新鲜感和增进感情！ 不错！



我希望我。。。 虽然很老土，但我真的希望我，


心想事成！！


*心想好的，就得好的*